I am so sorry. This is such a hard thing to face. I didn't want a new T, but i did find that overlapping the two was helpful. I could still talk to previous T about grieving for him while in session with my new T. And by the time i was down t only having new T, we had established enough of a relationship that i knew i liked working with him. (Even though i was very pouty that he was not old T!!)