I think we need to rename this thread, "Transference in the Car"

I didn't see anything inside Ts car, because I was too afraid to look, yes very
"stalkerish," as Lemon said......

So, here's another thing I look for when I arrive. Facing the elevators when I get off are the restrooms. I always expect T to be walking out of the potty when I get off the elevator. When I get to the waiting room, I often need a bathroom break (nervous habit) before I go in, so I grab the key from the hook in the waiting room. Now, if his door is closed, I know he is in there with a client, but if his door is opened, he could be in there or in the bathroom. It's a big dilemma, I feel ridiculous saying I have to go to the bathroom first so I just run out again before he has a chance to come out of his office and tell me to come in, because once he sees me the session has begun!