Thanks. Honestly, that's what I was already thinking. I know looking it up isn't going to have any positive repercussions, it's just a nagging in the back of my head. Having kids is something I've always wanted, but ever since I was diagnosed I've been thinking about the whole ordeal a lot. I don't want to be the cause of my future child's pain, either through birth defects or through passing along my disorder. I know that's a crazy way to think because my dad is bipolar and I don't blame him for me having it. Still, I don't know if I'd be able to avoid blaming myself later down the road.
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