What if you have company-clean public spaces and doors that have to stay closed no matter what?

My living room kitchen and bath are not immaculate but I keep them clean enough. Bedrooms laundry room storage areas are a complete nightmare.

Does that mean I'm a chaotic mess who presents a put-together front to the public? Because that kinda is my personality [emoji6] now that I think about it!

For me it is depression that zaps all my energy and ability to care about it, when I'm anxious that's when I actually get things done. Weird!