looks like thats going to be my weekend. my husbands dead and everyone is taking advantage of me. the auto mechanic, the internet cable idiot, the stupid tree cutter and now the guy that Ive been seeing for a year tells me he was just using me for sex. I thought he was my boyfriend. I have no money, and every stupid guy that sees me coming tries to use me or rip me off. This never would have happened if myhusband was alive. I cant stop crying and Im having chest pains and I cant even take a tranquilizer becasue I keep throwing up. And not that you guys arent great but i dont even have a real life person I can tell. I hate myself for being such a wimp. I cant do all these things.