Thanks guys. I want to do the right thing, but it is so hard not to listen to the voices. I don't know yet if I will be going ip again or not. I really don't want to. This evening I couldn't stop laughing at nothing, I just suddenly had such a rush of energy. Even now before bed I'm still crazy hyped up. I can't take sleeping pills because they will control my mind and if I have a nightmare, I can't wake up because they won't let me and it's terrifying to me.