I have an "alter" that has some serious problems. I can go about that a different post, but I REALLY need advice right now, because my alter just broke up with my boyfriend.

I found out when I was messing around on the internet when I discovered a chat that "I" had with my friend.

"I" was telling him that "I" had written a really long, hand written note saying that "I" was devastated by my boyfriend's behavior (he had been acting a tad aloof lately - but we worked it out), and that "I" wanted to just be friends.

But it wasn't JUST that "I" said those things. "I" had to say those things in the WORST way EVER. "I" said things like: "I'm not mad at you. My feelings are hurt, but whatever, I'll get over it."

I have frantically messaged the ex now, I guess, trying to fix the situation. I told him that if I wanted to break up, I would tell him in person, and any written note should be ignored.

He knows about my Dissociative Disorder, but I don't know how he's gonna take this.

Has anybody else been through this before?