I have 2 children 15 and 25 yr old, both girls.....I have raised them to always respect their elders and not cause trouble in this world, cause there is already enough chaos as it is....I am having trouble with my 15 yr old, she being so rebellious, going against things she knows is wrong, and she knows the struggles I have had, losing their dads, (both have different fathers and I have been a widow 2x), if that isn't enough, I know they are angry and mad at the owrld, but my youngest is so full of rage and bitterness, and I am losing a grip on her...Like I have no control...I am a new Christian and am learning to trust God, but they are so angry they don't want to hear about him....but I keep on loving them, and encouraging them, and letting them see God through me as I try to hold on to my belief as well....and where I came from I was the same way, but much worse, my parents were Satanists, and when they died when I was very young, they never gave me a chance to know God...but hate everything and everybody....So how did they turn so easily, even against me who has never abused them,, or neglected them? I will admit I don't know how to be a MOM, cause I lost mine so young....any advice?