Sometimes, I feel like being depressed more than I already am, so I listen to sad music.

I have a strong longing for a child which is very saddening to me, so what do I do? I play a song that is a tribute from the singer (who also wrote the lyric) to his son, so it's true feelings, and it impacts me very well and hard, and it keeps me wanting to think about my unborn child. I don't know why I do it, but sometimes I enjoy pain, and like to think of me as "poor me".