i have this huge fear of throwing up. it's absolutely ridiculous. i can't take medicine because of it, i have to ward off possible panic attacks almost every day, i knock on wood like a maniac [i have a twig on a necklace in case there's no other wood around] to try to prevent nausea etc. it's getting worse i think. i wish it would go away, but like i said, i cant take meds, which means no anti-anxiety meds. especially since prozac gave me panic attacks [and all the panic attacks ive had were triggered when i was nauseated].
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