TRIGGER WARNING

But what about my college classes? it is too late to withdraw and I don't want it affecting my GPA... I don't even know if I qualify to go. I just feel like I am going crazy. I was so happy on Wednesday because I was for certain I was time traveling and then when it didn't happen, I became so upset I basically fought with my mom because I wanted to kill myself. I did attempt once and rehearsed it twice. I was just so full of awesome energy like two days ago... why did my birthday have to ruin it? I'm 18 now, so adult psychiatric hospitals are much different aren't they? I just want to voices to stop and the hallucinations to leave me alone, even if they are nice.