hi
i have just been sorting out this DID stuff myself. your confusions and talk of other people sounds like it could be DID but i am somewhat confused by your post without more information. i would like to try and help you sort things thru if you would like to talk about it more. i had different people talking to me for a long time and it was blown off by my therapist and not treated and i only got worse with my anxiety. i finally got with a therapist who specialized in DID and things have got much better for me. it is so important to have someone trained in the field. so after you have three posts you can click on my name and send me a private message so we can chat if you are interested in talking more.