Yes, I think you ocalled the black and whit thing quite well but I see everything in black and white apparently even when Im not depressed- Im borderline. So I might as well just be a ***** and stick with it rather than get walked on...I have been really depressed lately but also am "a non-hostile borderline" ...well, I've decided to become hostile if it makes me less depressed then maybe a little hostility is not so bad for now..At the point Im at its fight back or die....and I have a little one so it looks like Im gonna fight...