I do think you should go inpatient, honestly.mattemptong suicide is not good. You've been struggling for a few weeks now from your posts. You've been very manic and now it seems to have turned to mixed.

Adult hospitals are not much different from teen hospitals, I think. You just have a little bit more freedom. You still have groups and see a doctor every day and all that. So don't worry about that.

As for college, you will most likely only be hospitalized for a week or two. Missing a few classes shouldn't hurt you. I was able to finish my online course after I was hospitalized in the fall. I missed discussions so I actually didn't pass (who knew a c+ wasn't passing?) but I think you'd be fine in a real life course. Just explain to your profs that you got sick. Have a doctors note ready for when you go back in case they need it.

I really think you need intervention, especially with the hallucinations and delusions you're having. Inpatient can help make them stop.