I know I had no choice to go on sick leave...it was either that or within a short therm many things could have gotten worst. Now I know I've got to deal with some things of everyday life...but some of those are difficult...at least my mind is not gone wacky..my moral has...my changing humour and I've got to be very attentive to what I really need to get better. set limits and respect them. Since starting the new meds..I don't really see any difference..I guess it should take a bit of time for change. Since being off work..well at least I don't have to face the feeling that I was a victim..the kind they are putting lots of pressure on to have all the reasons to get rid of. With my mom, well, breaks my heart and it's hard..but I put time limits inventing appointed so I have an excuse to leave..knowing how I feel aggravated and become anxious. At home..well, I have one wish..I just wish I could ahhh Hide in shell when I'm like this so my partner would not have to endure me...but I can't. so heres my plan get better real soon, start looking for another job just in case, organize my budget..so I can afford taking a lower paying job with less stress..and try to survive all this.