We are going to try a few more days with me taking trazadone possibly to help me sleep and to see if I get better with sleep. If any of my urges get really bad or I become seriously delusional again, we will go, as well as if I don't improve either. We thought about going back to my "pdoc" (I don't actually think he is one, just a regular doctor pretending to be one) but it takes so long to see him, plus if the meds react badly with me, I have to wait 2-3 weeks with no contact with him. So going to the hospital will help me be stable quicker, then just manage them outside of it.