We are not professionals. You need to spend time with your psychiatrist. Stay with one where they get to know you. I'm dx Bipolar I and psychosis doesn't apply with me. Mine is more where I get suicidal where my doctor says it's necessary to be on the right medicine to stay alive. Everyone is different. From what it sounds like is that you are hypochondriac (not sure if that's spelt right). Maybe you have borderline personality disorder. Only a doctor will tell you what's wrong. You need to tell them how you feel in detail. Tell them everything you feel. I know a title to all your problems is what you want. Don't spend you life spending it on finding what's wrong with you. You need to live. Doctors can be really expensive.