So, lot's of things have been happening since my diagnosis. I don't know if I am an a-hole because I am an a-hole or if the mania turns me into an a-hole. Or rather facilitated my a-holines or whatever.

Any one experience this?

How to you avoid being an a-hole in mania?

I am pretty much oblivious to my mania when I am there cause it feels like the normal "me."

I don't want to be an a-hole. How do I slow down and become more calculated while in mania? I am on depacote and seraquel. I will probably ask if I can use seraquel as a PRN while in mania.