No, you dont have to be nasty to stand up for yourself, but you do to get men to respect you...not that I give a crap about men anymore.

I just feel kind of dead inside but in a good way.

Like if I needed to torment them for some reason I could whereas before I had some misguided principle about being nice and all, treating people they way I want to be treated.

I imagine Ive been pretending that people in RL give a crap, trying to convince myself...with the boyfriend and all..I wanted to believe it, but I get it now and its fine.

I have no reason to deal with anyone right now anyway.

Independence day came early this year, babies.