((((((((((Christina))))))))))))

Sweety....the way to deal with this and get your head to stop spinning is to work through it. Talk about it to a T, someone who understands the ramifications of what happened to you and can help you understand that it was NOT your fault.

Adults who take advantage of a child are responsible for this, not you. You were lied to. I don't care if you did flirt a bit, he was the adult and should have known better. It is NOT your fault that someone took from you something they should have never taken.

You never deserved to have this happen to you. You are NOT bad. You are left with picking up the pieces. It is possible to do just that hon. Talk with someone, talk to your T. Let the healing begin because you deserve to have some peace in your world. It will not be easy, but you will get through this.

Of course, we are always here to talk to also. I'm sorry you are feeling so badly hon. I wish for you good things, strength and comfort.

Hugsssss
J