decisiontime, I agree will all of the posters here. I would file for disability as well. In the meantime keep looking for a job. It may take a while to get disability. If you are in immediate need of help, your local public aid office can help you with basic stuff like food and other various vouchers to include help with utilities, etc. I agree that our system is in need of repair. I really hope that you find your answers as I really feel for you.