(((ThisWayOut)))

I know you've had to change therapists often. I couldn't imagine having to endure this, let alone worry about being too depressed. How do you deal with this and how can therapy be effective for you if you can't be yourself, expressing your true feelings? What do you mean by 'monthly' depression?

You are much stronger than I. I don't have advice but wanted you to know that I hear you, and wish you strength and hope things get better for you.

Congrats on your volunteer work, too.