I too want to cry and have told my T. I've come close but it hasn't happened after 10 months. I finally figured out I want to because of one reason related to my childhood. I wasn't allowed to cry. I would be sent to my room because my parents thought I was trying to get out of being in trouble. I want the response that my mom should have given me: caring words, comfort, affection, soothing. I told my T this (not those details). I also want to break down my barrier of preventing myself from crying in front of others.
Maybe one day....