If u have nowhere else to go that's better Sophie's Mum stay...

I disappear for days because it all seems so futile and repetitive, and then other days, people write just the right thing and it helps.

I feel like a total loser having to look for support online from total strangers but it is what it is right now!

I have appreciated yr comments in the past..

Im sorry yr still unhappy!

Regards

FT