Why so much hostility? People really are just trying to help.

I would agree that you do sound like you have BPD, which you did say you were already diagnosed with.

It's hard from what you have stated to really tell if you are BP1 or BP2. Or you could even fall somewhere in between in the BP NOS category. Honestly, based on what I've read, that's kind of what I would lean towards.

Bipolar tends to change over time, so it's entirely possible to be diagnosed one type and then it change. I've kind of been teetering between BP2 and BP NOS myself.

I try not to get too wrapped up in it because all types are treated the same. The meds are based on an individual's symptoms and response to said meds. Same with therapy and what not.

I hope you can find a pdoc to stay with long-term. It's very benefitial. Must be frustrating to keep having new ones. Is there anywhere else you could go?

Best wishes.