Thank you for the comment about the couch. I think I like to be somewhat vulnerable. All my childhood life I was vulnerable because I was forced to be but now I am in more control of what I talk about and who I talk about it with. I feel the need to be sometimes because it makes me a softer person and not likely to keep repressing the feelings in. I like to speak about my life because I can get safety and security from the responses. All I want is for people to like me for who I really am not for something I'm not.