Well I can't initiate it for the reasons I mentioned. I want to but I can't. It could make the situation worse.

I'll try remember one of his last comments in the chat which will give you some context.

He said something like he 'didn't want it to end like this'. So I suggested that chatting about this over online chat wasn't the best way, and that we should do it in person. But he disagreed because meeting in person again would either lead us to cuddling again (which would send mixed signals to him) or just coming to another emotional impasse. Both were good points and I agreed. So I just threw in the towel, and that's when I said the stuff about not being able to see him anymore and why.

So you see, if I text him again it will send mixed signals and might upset him. It's also going to further trash my image of stability if I send a message wanting to get back into contact again.