You're still emotionally destroyed, so no matter what we say your avoidance is going to step in and override you.

This is why i say wait till you feel better, because you can't approach him now bc you're upset and struggling.

Looks at whats happening..
you're up-set bc you miss the guy.
The avoidance is trying to stop you from seeing him.
See the two decisions that are being made... Yours and Avies, and this is why you have to wait till you're feeling better.

If he likes you and it seems that he does he's not going to turn his feeling off for you.

Look above you have alot of good people here to support you while you get your strength back.