I have a boyfriend, as many of you may know by now, and everyday I feel more and more heartbroken by the fact that I love this man so much and show it, but don't feel that love in return. His job is very demanding. He spends countless hours a week at it, and is very respected in his field, which is pretty awesome considering he's only 22. This makes it so there is very little time for me. When he does have an hour or so, which is pretty good for any given day of the week, we have sex (hence why I was pregnant with his twins........ unfortunatly miscarried 2 days ago, he doesn't know) and go to sleep. His boss keeps telling him to explain things are ultra busy, and to just take me out somewhere nice when he has the time. I am not like that though. Money is not that important to me, other than paying the bills, and having fun once in a while. It's nice to be taken out somewhere nice every once in a while, but really, I just want some of his time. I know this is a new reletionship, and that they all have their challenges, but this isn't what I thought I signed up for. The reason I even considered having a boyfriend was to have someone to care for and spend time with. Do I just end it with someone I have begun to actually love, and who says he loves me, and is just the busiest man on earth, or do I stay with him, and figure that the lonliness is my cross to bare?