Nobody has to put up with abuse, not even doctors. It you are as belligerent with them as you are here, that may well explain why you don't have a doctor for long. They might agree with you in the office just to get you to settle down but they are not going to write down a false Dx and get into legal trouble. If you want good long term treatment you still need to act responsibly and treat your carers with respect. As I said no Dx is an excuse for bad behavior.