I don't drink coffee at home, only at work. And when I used to go to school I'd get it from this pay machine that wouldn't require anyone to fill it.

I am pretty certain they all think I'm dumb now and that girl lost all interest in me if she had any. And this isn't even the first dumb thing I did. I am thinking I just have low intelligence and it is impossible to hide it unless I just stay away from people. Basically I have to choose between being lonely and being looked down on.