I am so tired of these panic attacks. I don't care anymore about the fact that Ativan might be addictive - I will take it everytime I feel an attack coming on. I can't handle this anymore!!!! They are happening too many times, several times a day - I can't win, so I give up!! Will turn to the meds, and might as well start drinking again too. What difference does it make, they aren't going to stop and I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE