dear t,
the anxiety just cycles. if it's not the anxiety over meeting (or not meeting) with you, it's over having to get structure back into my life... :/
Tuesday will be here soon, and I don't know if I will be able to see you. Even if you are feeling better and back at work, do you have me in to see you tuesday? will there be time? or will i have to wait till later in the week or the following week?
i really dislike feeling so up in the air.