No I don't feel like I have anyone to call but I sure wish I did. I just want the anxiety to go away. I thought about calling my therapist, I've never done that before but today is really the worst and I'm tempted. But, alas I'm scared to because I don't know how he would respond. I could not take a plow off today. I'm feelilng really desparate right now. But it helps to write. Thanks.