You may be the only one with the answer, even if it is buried within you. I can only speculate what the reasons might be for having fantasies or dreams about a T. The most basic instinct of a human is to find the nurturer. It is the basic survival instinct of a baby.

So when a person grows up without the nurturing they need (which many of us here at PC feel), the instinct can go into overdrive even when survival is no longer dependent on finding a nurturer. A T that is healing and nurturing can be misidentified as vital to survival of a person's interest. So in one's imagination it could be envisioning the securing of the nurturer.

This is a matter of conjecture and hypothesis on my part. Perhaps an individual has other motivating reasons. Finding the answer within you is a more reliable reason if you can find it.