I've hit rock bottom guys I think I am gonna get a divorce just found out my husband recorded me being suicial at one point saying that I was and he was gonna show the cops bc Im apparently in a mental breakdown right now and I think he wants to take my son away from me I'm so upset right now I'm embarrassed he called my parents and told them I'm abusive and stuff and going nuts and called fm family they all came over to check on me and all i could do is cry he upsets me so so much bipolar already sucks so much I feel like nobody's here for me nobody understand that I am bipolar nobody I feel so unloved and embarrassed that I have this disorder and that my family has to see me like this and closest ones he was threatening me and stuff wanting to lock me up and stuff I'm just havig a breakdown in about to go to a friends house now so they can help take care of my son bc my husband won't snd I've been sick with a cold and flu