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Originally Posted by NowhereUSA
Thanks. I struggle so hard with trying to express an emotion when I've judged it "wrong" - even now when I imagine myself talking it out with him (aka coping ahead), I immediately hear my inner voice say, "It's not important. Just deal with it."
He really did hurt me even if I know it was unintentional. I guess I feel lame for even feeling hurt... and then I try to remember that I was especially vulnerable which is why I ended up inpatient as it was. *sigh*
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Going IP is emotionally and mentally draining. It isn't something I've ever been "glad" to do, and there were times I was furious about having to go even though in the end, I know it was the absolute right decision. I don't think you T would be at all surprised about your feeling surrounding those events, and I would guess it would be healing to get it out and discuss it.