(((JohnCrow)))
Hang in there.
Easier said than done, I know.
You're right.
I mean you have significant events going on in your life right now.
The new job, essay, CT scan with anticapted results ....
It's a lot and it's no wonder it is making you stressed.
One step at a time.
Because you're clustered in the middle of a situation with so much going on simultaneously.
I think once you have started to tranistion into the new job, you will find that as you adjust you will begin to settle.
Good luck getting through the essay. I know you can do this. Once this is done, it is one less thing that you need to do.
Please let us know how you go with the CT scan.
Thinking of you.