is day hospital an option?...i found this a better medium for me for my initial acute treatment, allowed me to have very good coverage 24/7 and intensive therapy sessions, but also allowed me to be home with my family in the evenings and on weekends until i could get into my psychotherapy program at SheppPratt...my day hospital was a satellite to the main hospital system and relatively local for me..

and...do not rage against this machine...go in...you need a break for a min, to rest, recharge and think clearly...you need it your family needs it, and all of you will be better equipped for moving forward

peace and good luck...