Hi Quirkster

I've never suffered from OCD like what you describe you are suffering from. I'm sorry it's so difficult for you and your family. I'm glad you have a loving and supportive family. It can make all the difference in your recovery process.

I have some very small OCD things that I do which do not interfere with my life. I sometimes wonder if everyone has a little something that they obsess over now and again.

I truly hope that you find some coping skills that will help you very soon and that you can also find a combination of meds that work.

If you ever need to "get it out" and talk about things, I'm always available and you are welcome to pm me anytime.

It sounds like you are trying everything in your power to learn to control yourself and the obsessions that run you at times. The only thing I can think of to say is that sometimes when we get stuck in a rut during our healing process, we need to go back to the basics where things started working and start the process over again. It doesn't necessarily mean that we have gone backwards or that it will take as long to get back to where we had progressed to. It just means we need the practice

I wish you well and pray you find some peace soon!

Hugssssss
J