On my dresser, which I keep very organized, was a piece of paper with a pen on it that says "accour" maybe i was writing accourding, according misspelled ... but I don't usually write that kind of word in a note to myself...

lately, I have been under a lot of stress. Of note, I was at work, and I go outside every day for my break for a cigarette. But a couple weeks back, I went, had my cigarette I guess, but I don't remember much of it, I was in my head, thinking about things, I walked back into the office and "came to", immediately stopped, looked down at myself to make sure I had my clothes on or like I didnt walk into the office unkept... It was weird. I was just gone, but going to the routine of the cigarette break.

There's other lapses lately

Now this note... I have no idea when I wrote it, why I wrote it, when I got the pen and paper. But It's sitting on my dresser... must have happened today.