I can't talk either. and I recently figgered that even if I do talk its kinda a facade in a way cuz i filter my words.
My writinings are much more truthful and real.
I write alot to T.
Speak little.
Rarely look at her and she not supposed to look at me.
So I communicAte mostly with writings.
I need to learn to talk.
Nope, you not alone for sure.