I'm sorry, I know what it's like to find out the one thats suppose to be there for you turns into an enemy. It hurts, it really reall hurts, and I feel for you. All we can do is work on ourselves to be the better person for ourselves and our children, letting the chips fall where they may. Being bipolar has always been a rough road to walk on, but we manage every single day in our own special way. We got to have hope for a better future to make it to the next day regardless of who gets in our way.

I quit counting on people because I've burned so many bridges that I've calloused over such feelings. I don't think it has made me a better person, but quite the opposite. Anyways, I hope you strength to carry on through this period of turmoil.