Sometimes when I'm thinking, let's say about my day, I fall into a trance and my body is in automatic doing things like going through the mail, taking pills, loading up the trailer, dishes, picking up, and then I'll eventually come out of this trance. I'll then realize that I was doing stuff, but can't remember what because it all seems like a dream. I'm scared to take my pills because I don't want to o.d. on them, can't find my keys, stuff is done, go through the mail again, just confused. Things are moved around since I last saw them. Does any of this sound familiar? It's just down right freaky and I get upset with myself.
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