Hi Fukushima Meltdown
This is an interesting situation.
What kind of personality disorder might this be: "Feeding off your fear?"
To be truthful I am not sure really.
I did find this article though that you might want to have a read through:
LIFE AS A HUMAN - WHAT CAUSES A PERSON TO BECOME INTENTIONALLY CRUEL:
LIFE AS A HUMAN ? What Causes a Person to Be Intentionally Cruel?
Have a read and see what you think.