Yes Azul. The abandonment by my therapist has regressed any progress made in almost half a year of DBT. That - and now I will never trust the public health care system as they really messed up bad. I don't want to share much info - but I am destroyed inside because of what they did. The DBT team has traumatized me. Literally. It's very sad and I will be putting in a formal complaint. People like us are extremely sensitive, occasionally people in power need to be reminded of how much impact their decisions can have on us. I'm lucky to be alive and everyday is a struggle BECAUSE of what they did. So much for decreasing maladaptive behavior. My suicidal desire has never been stronger than it is now.

Long story short - I experienced my worst fears by a public DBT clinic. I am lucky to be alive.