I got into an argument with my sister this morning and afterwards I managed to make myself cry by telling myself these things over and over...

I didn't handle that like an adult at all (dad had tried to calm things down by saying "we're all adults here"...ha )
But I'm going to be 18 in four months
My sister handled it better than me and she's almost three years younger
I'm never going to be an adult, I'm a stupid kid and always will be
What hope have I got?
None, none at all...

I would never say these sorts of things to anyone else. Yet I don't seem to have a problem saying them to myself...

And it's funny how it's only when I see them written down that I can understand how much I was over-reacting.