I have great intentions everyday. Now I'm using credit cards to buy my alcohol. I've been to treatment and AA. Just the effort of staying sober that one night. If I can stay sober a couple of days, I've got it licked. I think I have an alter that's an alcoholic/addict because he keeps screaming for it, not to blame it on one because most of us likes the idea of drinking. We got past the speed, now it's just the alcohol.
Alcohol gives us freedom to switch out, but it also allows the renegades to step up and raise hell. We need to stop for sanity sake and keep the hell raisers behind bars. I just needed to say because I have to hear it for real. Thanks for letting me speak.
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