Thanks in RealLife45. I feel your pain too. In my situation, I had felt that my T was going to terminate me because I had been telling her for about a year that I felt that I was visiting one of my best friends and not a therapist. We talked equally about her life and issues in it. I told her that I was afraid that she was going to quit on me. Whenever I would say that (dozens of times), she would always respond that she "wasn't going anywhere and I could see her for a long time." I do believe that this type of termination is emotionally cruel. She doesn't deserve the continued fond thoughts of her that run through my mind. She has hurt me worse than anyone has ever in my life, and I have unfortunately been the victim of domestic violence on more than one occasion. I emailed and told her it was like she had stabbed a knife through my heart, and I told her I would rather be beat up physically than to have the intense emotional pain that she had caused. I just wish after almost a year I would toughen up and not let all of this affect me.

btw I live in the U.S......specifically New York State.
Any help in finding those posts regarding disciplinary action against T would be greatly appreciated!