Halfway through the semester and for the midterm I only knew 3 answers. I'm pretty convinced it has something to do with my TBI. I have A's in all my other classes.

As i'm looking at the test I recall doing most of it, and having done the problems tons of times. I just can't remember any of the steps. I just can't remember anything.

The instructor signed my disability paperwork at the beginning of the semester. Today he kind of snapped after I handed him the paper obviously failed stating some of you just don't seem to give a crap. I seriously seem to be the only one struggling. There is a damned 16 year old in high school taking the class....half the people are not even paying attention because it's so easy to them... Already feeling stupid because I do care, and it's killing me to fail, especially so hard. It seems like he was directing that statement at me.

I don't know what to do. It's way too far to pass, but the VA requires me to sit there and continue to fail rather than withdraw. 2 days a week after that class my whole day is F'd and I spiral down. I know it's only a math class but it's making me feel broken with no hope and furthering my depression.

Wtf do I do? More in the wrong direction. Rather than better, things are constantly going downhill... I feel like a broken idiot.